I’m that type of girl, you know.. that would sit on the couch in a sloppy pair of checkered PJ’s with an oversized plaid jacket, remote in my right hand and fist pumping my left hand to the Eurovision semi-final.  I like wearing fluffy shoes - a lot.  You wouldn’t catch me wearing makeup/clothes to look good all the time because attention and I don’t go very well together – but when I do go out for serious reasons, I am impeccably presented.  Note, this isn’t a reason to look hobo… when I say I don’t wear makeup, it means I prefer to be showered, cleaned and wearing appropriate clothing for daily basis (usually going to uni).  I’m in no hurry to get married, settle down or be in a relationship… which probably adds up to why I haven’t been in one anyway.  You see, I have this life philosophy that only one dude is made for me, I don’t need to fish around and find someone I like then date them – only to waste their time when they could go out and meet the right person.  Dating just creates too much complication/mess in my head.  I know what I want in life and I know what kind of man I want.  I don’t lead guys on – I’m always straight up.  I use to straighten my hair… now I don’t.  I have what I have, you either like or dislike and deal with it.  I’ve never lost weight on purpose because I use to get a lot of attention when I was skinnier and I didn’t like it… so I’ve maintained my current weight in hopes I find someone who isn’t obsessed with the outer shell and will try and look deeper… so far I’ve done well, but sadly all of them have been non-Muslim and I’m only looking to marry into my religion because I don’t want to complicate lives of any other guys.  I love music, and I love to sing/songwrite/play.  I do enjoy it when my efforts are recognised (yes, I do mean praise)… but don’t we all?

I love my family, I love my parents and I love my faith the most.  It defines me, straight up.  As of recently I’ve realised I don’t own and don’t have any desire to own clothes that are revealing.  I keep my body covered, except my hair and have modest views.  I don’t have post/pre sexual frustrations in general and I don’t go to fantastic lengths to make myself feel good about myself – because I don’t need to and I rarely suffer from self pity.  I’m happy with who I am, I can’t change how I was born and there’s only one of me in this world.

I try my best not to attain double standards, but I do screw up.  I love sweet stuff, it’s amazing.  Desi food owns all food groups in my heart… if you disagree then we can’t be friends no more.  I’m spastic too… I feel like I’m the world’s smallest child and I guess it’s hard to understand when I’m serious and when I’m not.  I like to do food analogies, and I have strange talents that you’ll only discover as you get to know me.

I should yeah.. shut up.

But hi… this is sort of a scope into me not being ‘that’ girl..

(Source: mehlodius)

hocestsparta:

why would your last wish be to get tumblr famous

does having followers fill that big of a void

srsly